The more I went into planning of the wedding, the more I feel that I am doing it for the elderly. I kind of regretted on every options I have made, however, it looks like everyone is telling me I am left without a choice.

I was even reprimanded for the touch of black for the sisters' dress.

I am trying to find the meaning for what have been done.

It's my down time.

I am upset, angry, frustrated.